Day-2 (Cry Cry)

Saturday, January 28, 2012 12:23 PM | 0 comment(s) ♥

Like a red rose, you pierced me with thorn-like words

Like a tattoo, you carve in deeper the more I try to forget you

Baby can’t you see that look at my eyes

Look at my eyes that are in sorrow,

Hotter than the red sun, you loved me, don’t make me cry

Like an addiction, I miss and miss you again

Like a prison, you must have imprisoned me in you

Please don’t leave me

I don’t believe that you’re gonna come back.

DAY-1 (Liitle by little)

Friday, January 27, 2012 12:32 PM | 0 comment(s) ♥

The more that time passes

You know that my heart is growing more and more

As my heart becomes bigger

You know my tears are increasing more and more

Should the rain stop, would it become okay?

Should you know my heart even though it's small?

I miss you, I miss you

The unheard voice circling the mouth

Just circling and disappearing

I love you, I love you

Spending days in pain in which I can't say anything

As time goes on, it becomes smaller

Tears flow more and more

You know my heart that's only receiving more and more scars

My heart is stinging more and more

You know my appearance that is becoming more and more like that of an idiot

If the rain blows in, will love come?

Will you come to me just like a lie?

If you know, it's likely that you'll be hurting more

However, there's nothing I can do with my heart like this

I'm okay, I'm okay

If my heart were to get somewhat painful, how would it be to only be by my side?

If only you were to be by my side, I can endure it

I love you, I love you

My heart the screams out those words, if it's not you

My forbidden heart becomes larger and larger

Goodbye

Sunday, July 31, 2011 4:47 PM | 0 comment(s) ♥

People makes mistake. That's how they learn in their life. I'm 20 and I'm still learning. I was not born perfect but I'm trying. Saying that you knew how was I am was so wrong at the first place. You don't know who am i and how I act. I may not very versed in every steps I take and sometimes I make mistakes. again and again. That is how teenagers acts in their life. They learn from mistake. Now you feel like my born was a big mistake and I am thankful for everything..

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lil update don't hurt.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011 5:36 PM | 0 comment(s) ♥

Hello, I just woke up from my so un-beauty sleep since I didn't get a sleep at all last night. Busying all night to complete my report. Now I'm in working mood. I done my report last night then I just realize time flies by. Damn it's 6 in the morning already. So I pack myself, get bath and get ready. Today is the busiest day, how the hell I'm going to stand with the sleepiness while doing all this. I get into my car and send mom to her work place. Then I rush to Hafiy's school to attend his report card day. I look around near his school and damn there's no parking at all. So I end up get tour around his school about ten times and I get my park site. I feel much better since I don't have to walk a long long miles to his school. I am fucked sleepy and deal with my heavy eyes and heavy head. I waited for a damn long lines for my turn to sees the teacher. Don't ask me why I'm at his school already at 7.50 a.m and finished my turn at 9.30 a.m. I try to bear all the ahjummas since I respect elderly. Then I have to sort all house bills such as Astro bills, phone and internet bills, Celcom bills and all the expenses at Post. I drove around with a heavy head and empty stomach. After done with all the bills, I went to supermarket and bought cereal with milk to satisfied my hunger. Back at home at 10.30 a.m, ate my breakfast and sleep at 11 a.m till 3.30 p.m since I realize my head hurts and feel like vomiting. I bear with hurt head and watch the encore of Kkotboda Namja and Lee Min Ho is the sex ! ♥

So here I am sitting around and feel like throwing my feeling at this little space for myself. Soon I have to pick up my mom and go to Celcom for the un-settle bills. Just now, with all the responsibilities that has been put at my shoulder I realize that I am soon to be 20. I have to think for my very own best future and be more matured with a good manners as a only daughter for both my elder and play a big part of my family and so will go with the flow lover. I try my very best. ~~I will give my very best.~~ No, I must to give my all best. Till then, annyeong readers ! ♥